So this is what healing feels like... it's kinda nice.
- Mood:
okay
- Mood:
excited
- Mood: amused
Today, I was humbled. It'll change things for sure.
- Mood:
disappointed
"What if I told you I don't want to be free to do whatever?" followed by a "will you be mine?"
...all that equals best birthday ever. <3
- Mood:
loved
"You change your mind like a girl changes clothes. Yeah you, PMS, like a bitch...I would know. Cause you're hot then you're cold. You're yes then you're no. You're in and you're out. You're up and you're down. You're wrong when it's right. It's black and it's white. We fight, we break up. We kiss, we make up. You, You don't really want to stay, no but you don't really want to go."
- Mood:
frustrated - Music:Katy Perry - Hot N Cold
You are really starting to really upset me. The messed up thing is that you don't even know.
...or maybe you do know and you just don't care.
My bet is on the second one.
- Mood: annoyed
I'm sorry if I was raised to have proper manners. I freaking can't stand the fact that you are so freaking rude. All you care about is yourself and you don't give a shit about the way you make others feel. Is it honestly that difficult to say one sentence or at least acknowledge me? So when I don't want to talk to you please don't ask me why.
- Mood: irritated
I saw this and it put a smile on my face...
- Mood: amused
You are becoming one of my favorite people :)
- Mood: thankful
I don't want you back in my life. I just want to know why and what. Is that too much to ask? I probably won't ask...
- Location:G-town
- Mood:
confused - Music:I'm Still Breathing - Katy Perry
- Mood: okay
" I'm a new soul in this very strange world, hoping to learn how to give and take"
- Mood:
relaxed
- Mood: impressed
- Mood: excited
- Mood: mellow
- Mood: happy
'When a girl is quiet, a million things are going through her mind"
You finally said some of the words I wanted to hear. Even though the text was laced with a hint of venom, I’ll take it. I know I shouldn’t settle for anything less than I deserve but maybe this is all I deserve…
- Mood:
tired
Ever notice how some people are not just good looking, they are beautiful. I have found one of the most gorgeous people ever to walk this earth, and yes I know you all are probably thinking oh here she goes again. BUT, I seriously could not take my eyes of this picture for a long time (he used to be a model go figure). I was looking at Twilight news (I finished the book and I was just so starved for any news on the movie), and I found out that a bunch of people thought that Robert Pattinson should not be playing Edward Cullen and that Gaspard Ulliel should. So typical me, I wiki’ed him…one word: stunning. I have never seen a man who is so freaking lovely. So I thought I would share some pictures with you guys, and this one interview I found online. I melted…the accent, the face *swoon*. I think I am in L-O-V-E. I don’t think any guy that I will look at again will even compare…ah crap this just made me raise the already high bar I set for guys.
PS. go check out other pictures of him, there are so many other amazing ones!!
- Mood:
giggly
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I will marry Johnny Depp. | ||
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After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in New York in our fabulous Shack. | ||
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We will have 0 kid(s) together. | ||
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Our family will zoom around in a Purple Lexus. | ||
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I will spend my days as a Socialite, and live happily ever after. | ||
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Another really good show...Big Brother. If anyone gets bored, and has some time go watch the episodes. Season 7 (allstars) was the best. So other than watching some shows on the internet, I've been reading again, and not textbooks; books that I actually want to read. I'm starting to feel more and more like myself again. I'm studying, working, and working out again...life is going back to normal.
I wrote some long e-mails last night, I think they helped. The thing that I was most uneasy with leaving things all up in the air. So hopefully things will get cleared up now and I can finally relax a touch. I still have the letter...I'm not going to mail it, or send it off as an e-mail. Maybe I should...i guess I don't have to figure out what I want just yet.
- Location:in ma room
- Mood: impressed
" There's one sad truth in life I've found While journeying east and west - The only folks we really wound Are those we love the best. We flatter those we scarcely know, We please the fleeting guest, And deal full many a thoughtless blow To those who love us best. "
~Ella Wheeler Wilcox
It sucks when you try to do the right thing and it just ends with someone getting their feelings hurt. I am many things. I am blunt, I am mean (sometimes), I am loyal, I am caring, and as much as I hate to admit it, I am sensitive. For the most part I try to be honest with people because that is who I am, and it sucks when they cannot do the same for me. Is it too much to ask for? Now, i am mostly to blame for being in such a pissy mood tonight. However, I am still offended so I decided to make a list. Maybe it will make me feel better.
Things I hate:
1. I hate that you lie
2. I hate that you think I lie
3. I hate that you talk behind my back
Things I'm sorry for:
1. I'm sorry for letting you down
2. I'm sorry for embarrassing you
3. I'm sorry for making you feel like shit
Do you have anything you want to say sorry for? Don't worry...I wasn't expecting you to "apologize" anyways.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
drained
" We might make sense of this, but I'll put in the time till everything’s right where it should be."
For anyone looking for a nice song to listen to...http://www.imeem.com/jonrobert/musi
Love, peace and fashion <3
- Location:my home away from home :)
- Mood: confused
- Music:Touch Down by Jon Robert
" Impossible is just a big word thrown around by small men who find it easier to live in the world they've been given than to explore the power they have to change it. Impossible is not a fact. It's an opinion. Impossible is not a declaration. It's a dare. Impossible is potential. Impossible is temporary. Impossible is nothing."
Love love love this quote!!!
So me and Lisa went to tanning today, and silly me...I forgot to roll up the sleeves to my shrug, and so half my arm is tanned :S We went back out (I forced Lisa and she was a trooper) and it's kinda evened out but it still looks pretty horrid. So that is the my funny story of the day.
On a completely unrelated sidenote, I'm very excited for tonight, we're planning on going clubbing so hopefully it shall be a good time. I can't wait to DANCE! (it is one of my favy things to do :D)
- Location:my home away from home :)
- Mood: mellow
- Music:M.I.A.
"There comes a time in your life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama & the people who create it & surround yourself with people who make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus solely on the good. After all, life is too short to be anything but happy."
This is a place for me to be who I am and say what I feel without thinking about it first. I am who I am and your approval is not needed. I guess in a little while this journal will show you guys a little bit more of who I actually am. I'm excited and scared at the same time, but looking forward to it all. <3
- Location:my home away from home :)
- Mood:
creative
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