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  • Apr. 1st, 2009 at 8:19 PM
lovely
" I'll be the Guess Model and you can be my Calvin Klein stud"



Tomorrow at this time I'll be with you again (after a looooong month and a half). I cannot wait. <3

I WaNt HiM!!!

  • Mar. 24th, 2009 at 11:19 PM
silly
"When grace is joined by wrinkles it is adorable"

go time...

  • Mar. 4th, 2009 at 8:47 PM
unsure
"What knocks you down only builds you up stronger"


Today, I was humbled. It'll change things for sure.

The Answer...

  • Jan. 1st, 2009 at 6:52 PM
lovely
"I am the happiest I have been...ever."

"What if I told you I don't want to be free to do whatever?" followed by a "will you be mine?"
...all that equals best birthday ever. <3
 

Story of My Life

  • Nov. 24th, 2008 at 9:44 PM
frustrated

"You change your mind like a girl changes clothes. Yeah you, PMS, like a bitch...I would know. Cause you're hot then you're cold. You're yes then you're no. You're in and you're out. You're up and you're down. You're wrong when it's right. It's black and it's white. We fight, we break up. We kiss, we make up. You, You don't really want to stay, no but you don't really want to go."




*insert unimpressed face here*

  • Nov. 11th, 2008 at 10:22 PM
gah
"God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference."

You are really starting to really upset me. The messed up thing is that you don't even know.
...or maybe you do know and you just don't care.
My bet is on the second one.
</3
 

Rude People

  • Nov. 4th, 2008 at 10:05 PM
frustrated
"Because you're just a boy and you don't understand. You don't care how it hurts"

I'm sorry if I was raised to have proper manners. I freaking can't stand the fact that you are so freaking rude. All you care about is yourself and you don't give a shit about the way you make others feel. Is it honestly that difficult to say one sentence or at least acknowledge me? So when I don't want to talk to you please don't ask me why.

Vote!

  • Oct. 31st, 2008 at 4:38 PM
:D
"Stand for something or you'll fall for anything"

I saw this and it put a smile on my face...
                                                     

Your Randomness Made My Day

  • Oct. 27th, 2008 at 2:49 PM
:D
"In this world of black and white, you are my colored picture"

You are becoming one of my favorite people :)
 

You're Still Breathing

  • Oct. 3rd, 2008 at 8:58 PM
:D
"This sickness has no cure; we are going down for sure. It's time to get a grip"

I don't want you back in my life. I just want to know why and what. Is that too much to ask? I probably won't ask...

Unlike Me

  • Sep. 21st, 2008 at 2:59 PM
:D
 "You move and change, yet you go nowhere...everything stays the same."



La la la...

  • Aug. 15th, 2008 at 12:08 AM
:D

" I'm a new soul in this very strange world, hoping to learn how to give and take"

                           

& they will dance...

  • Aug. 8th, 2008 at 3:59 PM
:D

"Ballin'- the act of being fly"

Jul. 30th, 2008

  • 10:03 PM
:D
"But I’m happy and I know that makes you sad
After all the things you put me through
I’m finally getting over you. I'm happy"



...It Breaks My Heart

  • Jul. 25th, 2008 at 7:27 PM
:D

"I live in my own little world...but it's okay; they actually know me here"

 

So Beautiful You Are

  • Jun. 26th, 2008 at 1:48 AM
:D
"Love is friendship set to music."
-E. Joseph Crossmann


 

...no words

  • Jun. 20th, 2008 at 11:16 PM
:D

'When a girl is quiet, a million things are going through her mind"

You finally said some of the words I wanted to hear. Even though the text was laced with a hint of venom, I’ll take it. I know I shouldn’t settle for anything less than I deserve but maybe this is all I deserve…

If roses are meant to be red, and violets to be blue
Why is my heart meant for you?
My hands longing to touch you
But I can barely breathe
Stormy eyes that make me melt
Right in front of me
 
Lost in this world
I even get lost in this song
And when the lights go down
That is where I’ll be found
 
This music is irresistible
Your voice makes my skin crawl
Innocent and pure
And I guess you heard it all before
Mister inaccessible
Will this ever change?
One thing that remains the same
Is that your still just a picture in a frame
 
Lost in this world
I even get lost in this song
And when the lights go down
That is where I’ll be found
 
I get lost in this world
I even get lost in this song
And when the lights go down
That is where I’ll be found
 
Lost in this world
I get lost in your eyes
So when the lights go down
Why am I the only one?
 
*most wonderful song ever*

This Man Is Lovely <3

  • Jun. 15th, 2008 at 3:24 PM
:D
"Story of my life: I'm the shit, the end =] "

Ever notice how some people are not just good looking, they are beautiful. I have found one of the most gorgeous people ever to walk this earth, and yes I know you all are probably thinking oh here she goes again. BUT, I seriously could not take my eyes of this picture for a long time (he used to be a model go figure). I was looking at Twilight news (I finished the book and I was just so starved for any news on the movie), and I found out that a bunch of people thought that Robert Pattinson should not be playing Edward Cullen and that Gaspard Ulliel should. So typical me, I wiki’ed him…one word: stunning. I have never seen a man who is so freaking lovely. So I thought I would share some pictures with you guys, and this one interview I found online. I melted…the accent, the face *swoon*. I think I am in L-O-V-E. I don’t think any guy that I will look at again will even compare…ah crap this just made me raise the already high bar I set for guys. 

PS. go check out other pictures of him, there are so many other amazing ones!!




 
:D
 
Behold... My Future
  I will marry Johnny Depp.  
  After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in New York in our fabulous Shack.  
  We will have 0 kid(s) together.  
  Our family will zoom around in a Purple Lexus.
  I will spend my days as a Socialite, and live happily ever after.  
 
whats your future
 

F-to the- ashion

  • Jun. 10th, 2008 at 4:43 PM
:D

'Makeup is essential. Fashion is my life. Music is my therapy. Friends are precious. Time is uncontrollable. Bitches and hoes are not worth my time. Individuality is everything."

I love love LOVE my job. I was back at work today, and loving it. I love clothes and purses, and shoes, and listening to some really nice dancy music. So getting to work in that kind of environment is amazing. I bought some more clothes which was not good. I need to learn to say no to myself. I don' think that will happen soon, but I think I might be getting better. On another note, I think I am addicted...to a tv show. I have been watching surf the channel and catching up on all the seasons of America's Next Top Model. It's interesting though, because it's funny how some of the girls on that show can be so gorgeous but not know it (just go look up Anchal..she is freakin' beautiful). I also found a really funny clip with the Victoria's Secret models so I thought I would post it. 


Another really good show...Big Brother. If anyone gets bored, and has some time go watch the episodes. Season 7 (allstars) was the best. So other than watching some shows on the internet, I've been reading again, and not textbooks; books that I actually want to read. I'm starting to feel more and more like myself again. I'm studying, working, and working out again...life is going back to normal. 

I wrote some long e-mails last night, I think they helped. The thing that I was most uneasy with leaving things all up in the air. So hopefully things will get cleared up now and I can finally relax a touch. I still have the letter...I'm not going to mail it, or send it off as an e-mail. Maybe I should...i guess I don't have to figure out what I want just yet.


I'm Sorry

  • Jun. 9th, 2008 at 12:12 AM
:D

" There's one sad truth in life I've found  While journeying east and west - The only folks we really wound Are those we love the best. We flatter those we scarcely know, We please the fleeting guest, And deal full many a thoughtless blow To those who love us best. "
~Ella Wheeler Wilcox


It sucks when you try to do the right thing and it just ends with someone getting their feelings hurt. I am many things. I am blunt, I am mean (sometimes), I am loyal, I am caring, and as much as I hate to admit it, I am sensitive. For the most part I try to be honest with people because that is who I am, and it sucks when they cannot do the same for me. Is it too much to ask for? Now, i am mostly to blame for being in such a pissy mood tonight. However, I am still offended so I decided to make a list. Maybe it will make me feel better.

Things I hate:

1. I hate that you lie
2. I hate that you think I lie
3. I hate that you talk behind my back


Things I'm sorry for:

1. I'm sorry for letting you down
2. I'm sorry for embarrassing you
3. I'm sorry for making you feel like shit

Do you have anything you want to say sorry for? Don't worry...I wasn't expecting you to "apologize" anyways.

Jon Robert

  • Jun. 7th, 2008 at 8:02 PM
:D

" We might make sense of this, but I'll put in the time till everything’s right where it should be."


For anyone looking for a nice song to listen to...http://www.imeem.com/jonrobert/music/BTz02zzD/jon_robert_touch_down/...check this song out. It is (as I like to say) EPIC!! 

Love, peace and fashion <3

Looking A Hot Mess

  • Jun. 6th, 2008 at 4:09 PM
:D

 " Impossible is just a big word thrown around by small men who find it easier to live in the world they've been given than to explore the power they have to change it. Impossible is not a fact. It's an opinion. Impossible is not a declaration. It's a dare. Impossible is potential. Impossible is temporary. Impossible is nothing."

Love love love this quote!!!

So me and Lisa went to tanning today, and silly me...I forgot to roll up the sleeves to my shrug, and so half my arm is tanned :S We went back out (I forced Lisa and she was a trooper) and it's kinda evened out but it still looks pretty horrid. So that is the my funny story of the day. 
On a completely unrelated sidenote, I'm very excited for tonight, we're planning on going clubbing so hopefully it shall be a good time. I can't wait to DANCE! (it is one of my favy things to do :D)

This Is Me

  • Jun. 6th, 2008 at 1:42 PM
creative

"There comes a time in your life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama & the people who create it & surround yourself with people who make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus solely on the good. After all, life is too short to be anything but happy."

This is a place for me to be who I am and say what I feel without thinking about it first. I am who I am and your approval is not needed. I guess in a little while this journal will show you guys a little bit more of who I actually am. I'm excited and scared at the same time, but looking forward to it all. <3 

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